The best things in life are usually those which please the senses to the highest degree. They may be in the form of material gain, educational achievements, or overwhelming popularity.
Year 2010, for me is a year of tough luck. From the existing debts in the first quarter, to the unexpected tax dues in the second quarter, followed by my wife’s miscarriage of our would be first born on the third quarter and with all of these, being financially challenged in the fourth, what then is the best thing, if any, that this closing year gave me?
A paradox it would appear then, that such best thing arose from those adversities that befell upon me. It is the experienced gained wisdom of Christ’s presence in the midst of turmoil and distress. With the wisdom acquired, the establishment of hope follows. With hope comes faith and as a result there is strength. From the renewed strength unfolds God’s manifestation of His awesome power.
Wisdom of God’s presence in times of adversities: A lighted candle goes unnoticed in broad daylight or in the presence of bright night lights. Though at times, it may be noticed, barely would we learn the importance of that candle light, until such time that there is a power outage. So does with God’s presence in our lives. In good times, we know He is there, but we tend to go on our own ways. But in times of trouble, that is when we cling to God, the most.
In the past three quarters of this year, as I experience pain, events from the past year flashed back. When having financial concerns way back brought about by my concluded marriage, God answered my request for help by giving me the opportunity to work with Thomson Reuters and with an added bonus, to have the privilege of undergoing training in the United States. These are blessings beyond my life’s expectations. This is a revelation that God is and has been with me ever since, working behind the scenes for me, as long as I continue to trust Him. If tempted to grumble on my pains, it would be the very pain that Jesus experienced in the cross two thousand years ago that would change my, “Why Lord” to “Glory to You my God”. The fact that He gave His very life for me just proves that He loves me and wants the best for me. I know that He has been with me, and He is here for me. Deuteronomy 31:6 in essence says that never will He leave me nor forsake me. This is a promise that I hang up to. The wisdom of His presence strengthens my faith, to believe that with Christ, I am secured in the midst of insecurity causing factors.
Hope as the warmth of wisdom: As we come closer to the candle’s luminous flare, which is the wisdom of God’s presence, we feel its warmth. Such warmth is the hope that we will emerge victorious in each battle, with Christ by our side. Matthew 6:33 says, “Seek ye first the kingdom of God and His righteousness, and all these things shall be added unto you”. This verse became my guide, not to lose hope, but rather to reorganize my thoughts and ideas, to seek His desires for me and to align my plans with His. Then I felt the burden became easy to carry having that hope of rescue seen from a distance.
Faith and strength, clinging to the lighted candle: With the hope brought by the candle’s warmth, faith now comes into the scene. With faith, we grasp unto the lighted candle to be our guide in the dark path. We then gain the strength to make the first step in the path of darkness. In my experience, my first step was then to pray, then to reorganize my budget and resources with confidence. From such step, I witnessed that funds are falling into place, fitting to each of my and my wife’s needs and our accountabilities. Slowly, I see that when I reached my limits, God takes control, and when He does, everything becomes smooth and easy to bear.
Unfolding of God’s awesome power: When we acknowledge our weaknesses before God, we gain strength from its source who is no other than Him. In this situation, where I am presently in, I see how He is working to solve my problem step by step. For the past months, whenever I projected that there would be a deficit, timely but unforeseen sources would come in. One would be the unexpected amount of bonus that my wife received from her work. This was unexpected as she was officially on leave because of her miscarriage. Such leave was extended, until the end of the school year. And while we are inclined of worrying because of this, another source just came in. One person who is indebted to us just confirmed that payment will be given on the last week of December. Truly, when God is at work in our lives, we will never go wrong, nor will be led astray.
Now for the best thing: In the last days of King David, he uttered, “The Lord is my shepherd, I shall not want… even though I walk in the valley of the shadow of death, I will fear no evil for He is with me. His rod and staff, they comfort me”. Likewise, this is my song. And my greatest insurance is the hope that I have in Jesus Christ. For if He unselfishly gave His life, all these things that we would need each day are just simple things for Him. All we have to do is seek His Kingdom and righteousness for all these things to be added.
The best thing therefore that the year 2010 gave me is the reinforced wisdom of God’s presence in my life and in all my situations. But the best thing that we all have is the fulfillment of God’s love and salvation plan, two thousand years ago, when Christ died on the cross for us. Nothing therefore compares to that promise that we have in Christ.